saturday. — i am almost a whole day old, now. i arrived yesterday. that is as it seems to me. and it must be so, for if there was a day-before-yesterday i was not there when it happened, or i should remember it. it could be, of course, that it did happen, and that i was not noticing. very well; i will be very watchful1, now, and if any day-before-yesterdays happen i will make a note of it. it will be best to start right and not let the record get confused, for some instinct（本能，直觉） tells me that these details are going to be important to the historian some day. for i feel like an experiment, i feel exactly like an experiment; it would be impossible for a person to feel * like an experiment than i do, and so i am coming to feel convinced that that is what i am—an experiment; just an experiment, and nothing *.
then if i am an experiment, am i the whole of it? no, i think not; i think the rest of it is part of it. i am the main part of it, but i think the rest of it has its share in the matter. is my position assured, or do i have to watch it and take care of it? the latter（后者） , perhaps. some instinct tells me that eternal vigilance（警觉） is the price of supremacy3（霸权，*） . [that is a good phrase, i think, for one so young.]
*rything looks better today than it did yesterday. in the rush of finishing up yesterday, the mountains were left in a ragged4（衣衫褴褛的，粗糙的） condition, and some of the plains were so cluttered5（杂乱，混乱） with rub*sh and remnants（残余） that the aspects were quite distressing6. noble and beautiful works of art should not be subjected to haste; and this majestic7（宏伟的，庄严的） new world is indeed a most noble and beautiful work. and certainly marvellously near to being perfect, notwithstanding（尽管，虽然） the shortness of the time. there are too many stars in some places and not enough in others, but that can be remedied（补救，治疗） presently, no doubt. the moon got loose last night, and slid down and fell out of the scheme—a very great loss; it breaks my heart to think of it. there isn’t another thing among the ornaments8（装饰品） and decorations that is comparable to it for beauty and finish. it should have been fastened better. if we can only get it back again—
but of course there is no telling where it went to. and besides, who*r gets it will hide it; i know it because i would do it myself. i beli* i can be honest in all other matters, but i already begin to realize that the core and centre of my nature is love of the beautiful, a passion for the beautiful, and that it would not be safe to trust me with a moon that belonged to another person and that person didn’t know i had it. i could give up a moon that i found in the daytime, because i should be afraid some one was looking; but if i found it in the dark, i am sure i should find some kind of an excuse for not saying anything about it. for i do love moons, they are so pretty and so romantic. i wish we had five or six; i would n*r go to bed; i should n*r get tired lying on the moss-bank and looking up at them.
stars are good, too. i wish i could get some to put in my hair. but i suppose i n*r can. you would be surprised to find how far off they are, for they do not look it. when they first showed, last night, i tried to knock some down with a pole, but it didn’t reach, which astonished me; then i tried clods（土块，*） till i was all tired out, but i n*r got one. it was because i am left-handed and cannot throw good. *n when i aimed at the one i wasn’t after i couldn’t hit the other one, though i did make some close shots, for i saw the black blot9 of the clod sail right into the midst of the golden clusters forty or fifty times, just barely missing them, and if i could have held out a little longer maybe i could have got one.
so i cried a little, which was natural, i suppose, for one of my age, and after i was rested i got a basket and started for a place on the extreme rim2（边缘，轮廓） of the circle, where the stars were close to the ground and i could get them with my hands, which would be better, anyway, because i could gather them tenderly then, and not break them. but it was farther than i thought, and at last i had to give it up; i was so tired i couldn’t drag my feet another step; and besides, they were sore and hurt me very much.
i couldn’t get back home; it was too far and turning cold; but i found some tigers and nestled（坐定，偎依） in among them and was most adorably comfortable, and their breath was sweet and pleasant, because they live on strawberries. i had n*r seen a tiger before, but i knew them in a minute by the stripes. if i could have one of those skins, it would make a lovely gown.
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